wanting to cry..but i cant

omg..
i jus wanna cry..

the feeling of not fitting in..it just sucks..i hate it..i work so hard to finally be able to fit in wit cousiins so that they dun bully me or threat me diff..or even give me hints that they dun like me..
how can i be happy..when im tormented all the time..in the house..in ipoh..everywhere..
will i ever get the respect i deserve..

looking beneath the ugly

the truth time has arrived..
the question is..do u ever reli see beyond the ugly..
how many of you out there actually agree..
not many of course..
guys dun go for the girls wit amazing personalities..they go for the good-looking ones..maybe their way of admitting it is the only way of helping them feel better about themselves..
so does it really pay of..being ugly on the outside and beautiful on the inside..wat do u get? and answers from the wealthy and beautiful people arent exactly counted..
so to those of you who think that ur ugly on the outside n pretty on the inside..wat do u say?
cause from me..it does help..bein ugly outside n pretty inside..cause a person wit an ugly attitude ca always work on it for free..but an ugly person like me..has no choice..

wel..wat about those who r ugly n to top it of..because of all the teasing and everything they become bad on the inside..is that jus?is that even fair..i dun think so.

missing school... ya rite.. when the holidays start many people are always like ..omg..i hate te hols ...i wanna go back to school..i wana meet my friends..so try to help me understand why i dun feel the same way.. and why im so horribly horrified by the fact that school is goin to start and my life as i knoe is goin to be a living hell..